ive got alot to say but when im already right infront for the computer and into blogger somehow everything disappear. Since just now i keep having butterfly in my stomach and i dont know why. Ive been eating one meal per day and it is so not like me. school has been fine but my life is not. Im having a hard time getting myself online or blogger. I havent relink people and im sorry.

i plan not to online today because im just too lazy but i just have to let this go. blogging is like my friend, i have to blog to make me relief.

i dont know how to put this but i make it simple as possible.

dear friend,

this is a little embarressing but i have to say it if not it will bug me. hahahaha !

you once told me to hear no bounries and i dont get what you mean. I went to ask around what does the song means and finally i knew. you once told me this, every step you climb another mountain. Every breathe its harder to believe. you'll make through the pain, weather the hurricane to get one thing. and i know you trying to say dont give up on what im trying to do. Ive tried my best on everything and end up i fail. how stupid am i.. :X

its been nice knowing somebody like you who always put a smile on my face and never give up on making me happy. thats so sweet of you and i got the wrong idea on everything you've done. i dont want to lose a friend like you and you should know why. heehee.

& i admit that i miss you.

i want to be your close friend for many many many years. lets put everything behind.
thank you, dear friend. thank you so much. cake for your birthday okie! ^^ lets celebrate it together since every year no one celebrate our birthday. heehee. xD! promise?

love,
nursyahirah.