15feb

went out with filzah to bugis. Bought dress and walk around. Around 3 she went off to meet her mum and i went to vivo to buy some stuff then after that i went back home. Slept till 8.30pm. Woke up and eat then watch x-men.

Apparently it is a boring day only the part that i went out with filzah thats all.

16feb

Presenting ad & bern

presenting lynn who trying to cover her face.

& edward.
which all of his face turn out weird.

moving on..

16feb, i dont want to mention it again and again. I just feel like i am an asshole who desparetly want something but i know i am not like that. Im a person who thinks negative and never think posivite but only one way that i can think posivite, when im with my friends. I have the most lovely, caring, funny SHATEC and secondary school friends. They are the only people that i will look for and tell my stories too.

I cry becuase i think too much negative things and of course the part when that somebody wants to give me back. Im embarress although im not the one who give it but i just dont like the reaction of that somebody's friends. Maybe it is not fate and i dont mind. It is just the reaction of the somebody's friends thats all.

Im a person who dont mind but once i heard something/somebody's mouth saying a bad stuff i will turn out like this. I will think alot alot of negative things till i ended up crying. I regert giving that somebody but it is good to give that somebody. Till when im going to keep quiet.

Mutty say, "you did the right thing to give that somebody the cookies but you just plain stupid for not giving it yourself". What to expect, im a timid person. I got scared easily although it is a small little thing. Think back, im just plain stupid for not giving it myself and say from me. I can also say that i also give kamal on Vday because theres an extra. See! how stupid am i now !

Everything is in a mess, i just hope everything stay quiet where it used to be, in the same time, i still thinking how am i going to school where i always met that somebody at the hall way. -.-" ! The only think not to think that i am paisey i will keep on talking and talking and talking even filzah knows about me because i keep on talking and talking and talking to her. You guys think i am over reacting but im just who i am thats all. Im a very complicated person and you guys have to study me very very slowly. From 3 person to 4 to 5 to 6 then that somebody's class know. This is how embarress i am.

Imagine you are in my shoe, what would you do?