i am so freaking love my kitchen uniform ! okie i keep repeating that to my mum. Mum was happy for me but im still not happy with my stuff. I still didn't get my freaking ugly shoe. I feel like asking my mum to come to school with me everyday becuase im still too scared to go to school although i already make new friends. You see readers, most of my classmate is turning 21 this year and im the youngest there and my english really suck and my class only have 3 malay.

okie serious talk here, i really miss compassvale a lot and also my freaking bonding classmates ! I always love to come to school but this time i don't feel like entering shatec although the school is great. I want to be childish like forever and never grow up. I want to be like my big sis, really independant, i don't know whats wrong with me, so timid ! like as if the people going to eat me ! I have to appreaciate what i have and where i am now. I am really lucky to be in shatec and got the most hilarious classmate although they are 21 or even 40, they are really nice.

I still can't imagine me, hanging around with a 21 year old ladies to be polite a little, they are an adult. Sometimes i regreted to join shatec but think back again, i will make friends with them and i will get my diploma cert. faster and find a job for my future. I feel like im not ready to grow up. I still want to enjoy life, but hey ! i know my own cafe is going to be a reality! No matter what i still want my own cafe.

syahirah, you have to appreaciate what you have now and stop saying you miss compassvale. Life have to go on !