Starting of 2009, all i can think is money. I need money to buy pump shoe, i need money to buy clothes, i need money to eat outside and i need money for school. This is the reason why i don't want to have a school who don't have a uniform. So apparently, me and ain were stressing about money. She need money and i need money, we both need money for school. That is why for that 3 bloody months i need a job but wait.. did i get one? nooooo, i didn't get one and it piss me off ! becuase the phatetic person who say she will slot me in didn't call me because becuase i don't know okie ! nvm.

Today, school reopen for the secondary and i feel like im already old because i stay at home. hahah ! okie thats lame. All day i keep thinking about my life in secondary school. I used to tell all my friends, "I can't wait for the first day of school!" They will reply, " SIAO !" The only thing i love coming to school is meeting my freaking friendly classmates ! They are so hilarious and we have one common thing, chase out the teacher that we hated. hahaha ! i know, it is impossible but with my class it is possible. For all the days that we spent, i didn't cry when mr tang say he going to leave us but when i look back at the pictures, i cried a lot. The pictures just bring back the memory that we all spent. I just love the every minute and second we spent in compassvale. All i can say is i just love them too much till i can't face that im already old enough to move on with my life to continue my journey and reach my future.

Look at today, first day of school is always what im looking forward too in secondary school but for this year, im not looking forward to my new school. Im just too timid. I need my friends to accompany me to go shatec and asked them to make friends for me but i know it is impossible to do that. Guys please help me !!