I'm so FRUSTRATED ! Everybody is not having exam and i have one, tomorrow and next week sunday ! This is so suckish ! Furthermore, i don't know a thing. I tried reading it and i guess 70% of it i don't understand a single thing. I told mum that i want to give up on studying my religous class but somehow mum say don't. She told me to continue on it and just finish up this year just to make my dad contended ! WHAT THE HECK !

Im not trying to say that i hate my religion(?) but somehow i am so way back behind and all of a sudden *BANG* ! tomorrow is exam. Not only 1 chapter but 4 chapter with 4 long pages per chapter just to understand what Allah is trying to say. *slapping my fore-head again and again*

What worst i have to remember it and having it just like an oral time. Where the teacher ask you some questions and i have to answer it like im telling the whole story from the book and i know that somehow i will ended up saying "I DON'T KNOW !" Still i know how hard i study in it, i will fail any way.

This is how i feel when it is sunday, I have to wake up early with no breakfast and a sulky face. When i reach the class and my teacher will start talking and tell stories, i will ended up interested in it and wanting to know more. When it is time to go home i will ended up having a sulky face again. So what im trying to say is that, i do interested to know about my out religion(?) but im just too lazy to get my butt up to the class and taking exams.

People always love weekend but my weekend is full of religous stuff ! AS for saturday, i have to follow mum and dad to ngaji and sunday i have madrasah.

Apparently, im not suppose to blog right now and im suppose to be studying. I only finishes 2 chapter and i have another 2 more chapter and one book with 5chapter to finish. What i want now is to have my twin, taking my exam for tomorrow.

SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKISH !

love
nursyahirah
(p/s I WANT TO GO SENTOSA ! )