today was the last day for the class and you see everybody feeling sad. Everybody holding back their tears but as for me i don't even feel sad. I bet you guys think that im joking but honestly i didn't feel sad. Everyone nearly cry when mr tang send us the poem that he wrote and i didn't even feel touch about it. I read and i just oh! okie. nice poem. I could say this is a little weird for me.

Long ting keep on crying every day and i can't blame her for that. It is a sad moment for all of us. Come on, we have been together like nearly 4 years and we have been spending our time together although we are being childish. I really want to cry but i can't. It have been long for me not crying for something that is so sad.

Every good thing have to end some how. Just now the class took a lot of pictures but i didn't tag along. I don't even feel like taking pictures. They asked me to join in but i don't even feel like joining in. They are enjoying themselves and I bet they are taking really good picture uh. without my face on.

What now was maths exam. Gosh, im so bloody worried. fyi i am not going to take the training ship. I have make my decisions to apply in shatec. Mum keep giving me faces whenever i talk about ITE. Those unhappy faces.

you see, what for to be sad off when you can just meet up. As if like we are moving to other country and still you can meet up like exam time and prom night and class bbq and many many more. Come on, this is not the end of the 4a of 2008.

What piss me off now was my family and hari raya. My friends got excited about hari raya but not me. I have the most trash-y type of family. I have those quarrel type, childish type, money face type, crazy type and don't forget i miss my late aunt. It have been months but i still misses her. I don't really know how to react when i come to my grandma house. oh! gosh !

this is SUCK ! Im also worried on what to wear for the bloody prom night. -.-" i don't want to wear heels come on, im not those type of girls wearing heels and dresses but i love to try it on but i tell you it is so uncomfortable !

and ya im giving up on playing the guitar and also going for dance class. Some how theres others who are much better then me and they are worth it not like me a lousy one. okie now i sound like a sore loser but wait ! i am a sore loser.

ya whatever.

nursyahirah.