since the day my late aunt pass away, the relationship between my siblings and my cousins seems to drifting apart and problems have been pailling up even more and more. I got sick and tired of hearing the problems on whats going on around here and mum keep repeating the same thing over and over again on the phone. I keep on asking myself why ALLAH take her away when he knew that this going to happen!? ='( We didn't expect that they only think about thier mum's wealth. Ya everyone loves thier own mum but it seems that they want to pail up more and more sins for thier own mum.

I got frustrated on stuff like this. Although it seems a problems for big adults but they are still my cousins and hearing it like 6 to 7 times obviously you will get fed up. It seems they have change a lot. When they need help they will call us up and when they got the the money, they didn't bother to talk about it. Mum keep on crying whenever she is praying. I look at her and i feel like crying too but i tired to stop my tears. My family always dream about her and the dreams seems to have a msg to let us know something.

Now hari raya coming and i told mum that theres nothing special about it. I don't even bother to celebrate it because im still having my nlevel and also having a family like this, don't bother to visit. Everyone have to put an act on it. wow ! this is so tedious ! -.-"