I kept on wondering, why i still make friends with them where else i already knew that they will treat me differently. They can say they didn't hate me but i knew it is all an act. I try to mix around with them but it seems hard for me. Im those crazy, loud person and they are just them. It seems that three of us have been the class hatred not to forget shawn too. So it will be four. We been together like nearly 4 years and everyone where putting an act all this while just for-not-having-a-fight. this is pathetic. I still had a friend tried to tell everybody not to make friends with me. Like, pfft. It seems pathetically, exceedingly childish. It reminds me of my primary school life. I rather had people hated me then me mixing around with them.

So thanks alot guys for being my classmates for 4years
& being patience with my horrible,terrible,bloody attitude.

love,
nursyahirah