wow ! it seems like im gonna fail prelim like ajygeb ! nevermind. =[

today i had 2 paper and both are so bloody difficult ! I keep on flipping over the page again and again just to get all answered and not forgetting about nizar. WOW ! he is piss off by me. HAHAH ! yeah, its kinda good thing and bad too. But majority is good. One thing about him i dislike is his attitude. yeah talking about him can be one long essay.

Sometime he can be nice and sometime he can be ... (i don't really know how to discribe) Some how, i could say his trade mark pharse is "you disturb people can but other people disturb you cannot" okie somehow he just said that just now at me, in malay and literally he say that to other people too. Not today but the past like excuse me although i am a short term memorie person i do remember stuff.

okie literally the main thing here is that i disturb him and he went *BUSH* hot temper ! The second thing about him is that he like to talk about other people but he didn't really notice that actually he is also the same. Now he is trying to ask me to shut my fucking mouth and he call me bitch.

wow ! interesting. But actually who in the world like to be disturb right. so, it could be my fault too but the reason i do that is becasue i got disgusted just to see him smiling when ever mr tang disturb him about him and mutiara because he likes mutiara and now he want to confess that he dislike mutiara and he likes who ever the girl name is

so, ya. im a bitch, im a fucker, im an asshole, im stupid, i didn't notice that mutiara didn't want to talk to you since the time i disturb you, im pathetic. ya call me more. i want to know more vulgarites, more bad stuff about me. But one thing, before you talk about other people make sure you look yourself in the mirror and ask yourself "am i a good person?"

sometimes life can be so tedious. Even one pathetic small matters can make it a big issue. This time I really want to do something badly but it just seems like i have failed to accomplish it. I want to surprise people but i just got the feeling that im gonna be laugh at. Today is the audition and i regert for not going. I really want to play the bloody guitar but i don't have it and i don't even know a thing. Nlevel have spoiled everything. Even though i know how to play the guitar, who going to sing? obviously not me. I don't have the sweetest voice. Sometimes i feel like im total useless.