okie it is only 4 more weeks, 4 more weeks !
to what? PRELIM !
& nlevel is like 1month & 3 weeks.

WHAT THE HECK !

im starting to get nervouse ! I can do it but i can't do when im nervouse ! Such an arsh-hole right ! I am still not good in my english ! like pathetic. Im still not stable with my maths. ya it is so pathetic. i am even not READY for nlevel or going to other school ! mum asked me to apply for shatec and mr tang asked me to go ITE. WTH ! i can't even make up my mind. Who in the world want to go ITE. I bet my classmates agree with me, right? i want to go shatec but since mr tang says like that it makes me think twice ! WTH !

I've already in a 100% excited to go shatec okie maybe it is not 100% maybe its 80%. okie it doesn't matter, what matters now is mr tang makes me not in the 80% mood of going shatec he makes me feel like i make a bad choice for my life ! All he want is to have me, go ITE and poly ! and mum were like "DON'T listen to your teacher! obviously shatec is diploma ! why your teacher wants you to go ITE so much?! what, he wants you to be bad ahrr to be rude ahrr. you never see the simei ITE student there? all very RUDE !" okie, ya ! so mum is totally right. So now what?

duh~ study for nlevel !

as for that ite & shatec thingy i think i should just apply for both. So wish me good luck. =))

I want it badly till i dreamt about it !
-nursyahirah.