mutiara makes singing like interesting,
and step up makes dancing like something !

okie what im trying to say is im not good in dancing nor singing. i could say singing like rubbish dump ! I want to sing but i sounds like "katak" ! i want to dance but i've seen other people dance better then me. I want to paly the guitar but who in the world want to teach me ! im having nlevel like soon ! and im think of this all ! but i really want to play the guitar badly and buy it ! but only one thing that makes me think like more then 2 time is my mum, dad & big sis ! They are the ones who make my life so hard but actually i just want to do what i like. I want to learn to play guitar since starting of last year but who in the hell want to teach me.

now i sounds like a sore loser !

apparently all i want is to be on the stage and perform and let miracles happen ! like magically i can sing 100X better then other great singer or dance 100X better then other great dancer ! I want to be a performing art students but hell ! mum will say there's no future for it ! it is just music, like as if you can be famous ! HELL i don't want to be famous i just want to play guitar ! but hell i know nothing about guitar !

sometimes i felt lament to be in singapore althought singapore is a country that is super safe but singapore is NOTHING ! seriously ! sometimes i just feel like going to other country and stay there or migrant there ! like an american country but thinking twice i will still likes my hometown.