WHAO ! its SUNDAY ! & i didn't go my religouse class. muahhaah ! okie exam are starting soon and im not READY ! mr tang told the class that most of us fail english and ya one of the "most of them" are me. I will FAIL english badly and have a just pass for malay ! im seriously have no hope for myself ! i use to be the girl who always get HOD award but now i turn out to be a LOSER ! i just don't know whats going on with my life. i could say that my english is like my malay & my malay is like my english, turn out i mix them up to be a one big word FAILURE ! I am so sure that im going to get a BIG BIG BIG scolding from mum & dad although the rest of the subject i done well. & i knew that i am not going to get what i want in ite becasue i just can't see my future to be that bright. I will say DREAM ON LAH SYAHIRAH ! i don't believe in dreams but i believe in luck. label: I DON'T WANT GO NPCC !