i have 100% confident that i will fail english &
50% to pass malay
100% fail maths
although i have not yet taking the other exams but i knew im gonna FAIL like HELL !

WHAT'S GOING ON WITH ME !?

i would rather kill myself then live but im not ready yet to die ! I will suffer if this keep continue ! I have no hope of myself ! I am so confident that i can do it but turn up i actually can't ! Im going to get another slap from mum and another scolding from dad.

my dream is to go to pastry & baking or cutlinary course but now my result is like SHIT i can jsut dream on.. It is a waste of time dreaming but ended up you would/can't get it. I always dream of something i want but in the end i didn't get it.

what for if i keep on trying to dream on something and i keep on failing it. what for? im just such a STUPID person.

label: im hopeless.