SATURDAY 29 march 2008 happy birthday nana ! on the saturday as usual i went for my religous lesson with my parents. Went home at 2+. I eat and sleep. Woke up at 5 watch tv and mum told me to bath and wear baju kurung. I was like uh? what for. so she told me that my aunt who is having cancer was in bad condition. any time she can go. reach my grandma house take a look at my aunt. I was shock because the last time i saw her was in the hospital and still can talk and look at people but now she can't. I was nearly in tears but i control it. around 11+ dad wants to go home but mum don't want to. So i accompany mum to stay at grandma house. I change and sit beside my aunt with my cousin. Around 1+ my mum's aunty came to have a visit for my aunt. At 2+ they went home. I stayed awake with my cousin till 4 and we can't stand the sleepy-ness so my cousin woke up my other aunt and i woke up my mum to look after my sick aunt. I was so sleepy i took one pillow straight away sleep. I was so tired and sleepy. SUNDAY 30 march 2008 At 8 i woke up so i only have 5hrs sleep and i still felt sleepy. I brushes my teeth and eat my breakfast. MY grandma bought me mee soto. at afternoon my sick aunt became worse ! everyone was in tears so do i. Everyone really wants her to go because she suffer too much ! She can't stand the pain ! Everyone pray hard for her to decrease her pain. I keep on looking at her and looking at her picture when she is in a good condition. Her laugh keep repeating inside my mind. I reach home at 12 and when straight to sleep. MONDAY 31 march 2008 IM SO SLEEPY ! IM SO TIRED ! & I HAVEN'T STUDY FOR ST ! i pray hard so that i pass my maths test ! school is pernormal but home not at all ! mum didn't cook ! so i went to QI JI at kovan. I bought laksa and soon kueh ! i think this week im gonna spent all my money due to mum didn't cook ! Reach home from school, bro told me that he already bought his motorcycle. I didn't believe it but my second sis told me the same thing and i kinda believe it. mum reach home and told me and my second sis that my aunt became worse-r ! any time she can go. ='( label: ALLAH! please make my aunt's pain decrease !