mum came to school in the morning to meet up with mr tang and what did i get from her first thing i went down from hall, a SLAP ! due to failing english and getting 50 for malay. okie first thing if fail of course get scolded and if i got grade D or C, mum will ask why never get B then if i get B she will asked again why i never get A then if i get A mum will say you better stay on A. So my point here is that i can't get A on everything. Being in N (T) is hard okie. Imagine you are in N (T) who is slow in studies and lazy then ask yourself will you get A in every subject? My answer will be OF COURSE NO ! It takes time.

This is just term 1. of course i will have a low marks because i just started schooling and still having only 1 test. Both english and malay i got the lowest marks in class ! okie fine i will stop calling myself stupid i will start calling myself LAZY !

I amit it that im lazy ! but all my mum can do is not to make up story with mr tang ! she told mr tang that i always went out and play my psp ! and i was like WTH ! i didn't even play my psp everyday ! and also i don't have the time to go out. monday till friday i have school, saturday and sunday i have religous classes. Then if i stay home she will asked why never go out ! okie seriously whats wrong with my mum?

Then still i bought a assesment book that is maths also i get scolded ! She asked why i bought it ?! mum says like that i straight away didn't touch that book at all !

still mum didn't want to amit that she is comparing between me and my two sister. She says to mr tang that i like to says that my mum like to compare between me and my two sister. Then few minutes later she told mr tang that my sister got an A for malay then i got a D and maths my two sister got an A then im a yoyo sometime go up and sometime go down ! isn't that comparing also ?! as for me it is COMPARING !

Then still told mr tang my second sister took O level and my first sister waiting for her result for U ! She like making that a VERY big deal and my result is like a nothing !

YES ! i am a SORE LOSER !
YES ! i am LAZY !
YES ! i am the worse in class !
YES ! i am the worse im my family !
YES ! i am an embarassment im my family !
YES ! i like to compare !